Once

In my memories, there were thousands of you.
I still remember there was once i'm missing you like crazy.
And now, I realize that you are not the one who should appear in my mind.
What you had left for me, were just horror dreams.
There were two.
I thought the first dream was the only one who haunted me and now, i knew it isn't.
The second was much more different -- romantic, but full of scars.

Today, I'm trying to search for your shadow.
It goes further and further away from me.
"Come back." I don't say that anymore.
"Let it go." I won't think like that.
Oh right, then I'll forget it.

Once,
If I remember the moment between you and me,
I will smile in my heart and say to myself,
you are to free.