An apologize

I'm so sorry. I guess this is the only way. I don't want make anything goes longer then end up with disappointment. I'm still thinking about him. And it become nightmare yesterday night. I'm feeling it scary. So i guess i have to make everything clear in my mind first. I'm greedy. I gotta do what is best for me. And of cuz, for you. We can still be friends, right? I don't want anything unfair happened. It's worse if I thought you as him. So, a new relationship would not start until he get out of my mind. N of cuz, there's still some other reason too...