Regret?! yeah... I do

These few days still gt think abt him... Gt some imagination... This means Mental Gt ProBlem!! Sot jor!!... Heart a bit pain... Really feel like gt vinegar in my heart and now flow to my lungs... Start to feel like cant breath... Stupid jia hui... Jz hurting yourelf when think abt him...

Today walk pass him... In the same lorong... Also din say 'hi'... I also dunno why myself no say 'hi' to him... Maybe cuz i think it' weird if say 'hi'...

Jz read his blog... he long time no touch his blog d le... so now i only dare to use eng and write my blog... suddenly cry tim... cuz see back his blog... gt some was abt something between us de...

now i starting to learn how to dun sms him... learn ha life without him... jz friends... one from 4S1 one from 4S2... One is boy... One is girl... One is lpps member... One is lpds member... But both of us also St.John members... And we also start to know each other because of St.John... End up because of all those stupid arguments... I regret for it... And kinda hate myself...