Be single as who I am

Lately, should say, since that day...
I'm not sure how I feel... But I'm always thinking what shall I do...
I'm thinking not to involve anymore problem about relationship...
I'm not gonna date with anyone or got any relationship with someone until I totally forget him...
Why?
Nobody knows what happened when I saw him appeared in front of me... Everything and everyone around me could become nothing when he appears!!! I've been observe about this 'nature' for somedays... And I asked myself, could that just happened??...
So?
I'm building up the wall now to guard me... I'm trying to control myself and don't ever let it happen again... I just wanna be single but not alone... I wan freedom so I just wanna be myself... (I dun like always sms de actually... plus gt too much radioactive...)

What I feel when I saw him with her?
I'll totally mad...
BUT!!!
I told myself that~ Broke up with him make me lose nothing...

Conclusion:
I don't want to involve in any relationship...
I just wanna be single as myself...