A Distance of Life

我只希望能得到你多一点的关心。。。 最近这几天，整天都看见你和她一起忙着，我是乎帮不了你们什么，就像一个多余的人。我。。。不想看到你和她常常在一起。我...吃醋了。 那天，吃了一整天的醋，回到家，也终于跟你摊牌。我说，我不喜欢看到你们常常在一起。我记得，你跟我说，你们俩是没东西的。我知道，但是我就是不喜欢。试问，由谁会看到自己的男友与其他女生，常在一起，而不吃醋呢？更何况你们曾经... 这导致我，那么容易起了醋意。 我告诉你说，我觉得你不在意我。 因为，你常常都没来找我，就算得空，也不会主动来找我。我常常期盼着，你回来找我，可是，几乎每次都是落空的。 你说，你没有不在意我，只是忙着而已，你还说，你只是帮她做一些事而已。 其实，我都知道啊！可是，我还是不想见到这样，我...想你陪我多一点你说，我吃醋，就会不爽你和她，结果就会搞到圣约翰一团糟，因为公报私仇。我，是这样的人吗？？为什么你这样看我？ 我对你彻底的失望了...我从没想过你会这样看我!... 我问你，你真的是这样看我吗？你说，是... 哈哈...我听到你这样说，我真的什么话也说不出来... 过后，我也问你，你...其实还爱我的吗？ 你告诉我说，你不知道... 我说，我可以很肯定地告诉你，我还很爱你，但是，我们分手吧！ 你说，好吧！ 我当时是多么的希望你会挽留这段感情，我真的不知道你，到底在不在乎我...每次，都是我开口说，不要分手，可以吗？然后你总是说，你怕你不能给我快乐... 我心想，难道你不能尝试给我快乐吗？ 虽然结局常常都是美好的，没分手。可是，这次我真的伤到很深...因为这次你，把圣约翰，看得比我还重... 现在，只希望能得到你多一点的关心...

These days quite busy... all things happen so suddenly... Exam again.. i din know so fast jau exam jo... ==... dunno wan to study wad also... haiz... later dis time geh results worse then very hurt de... lol... Majlis perpisahan st.john end jo le... more works coming... please line up... dun crash together pls... thx for ur cooperation... next!...

Parent's day... Nothing special happened... Every year also the same... Keep duty as a prefect oni... Walk here walk there and ask parents “ your daughter or son study in which class?" like that... Oh my God... Some of them still dunno their daughter or son study in which class... Suddenly gt some weird weird geh class like CA3... Our school dun have this class de ah!... After 1 hour all prefect already tired jo... Some lazy then go rest in their class wo... Ging till... Then most of them go home jo... TT.. Left a few prefect duty oni... Next time must dun let them so early go home...

I just dun understand what Dr.chuah said... Just know how to read a story... But i seldom read english story... Can say that i dun even touch any books except school de... lol.. Write a short story?? Joke meh... I also dunno how to write story in chinese... K... The only thing i know is really cold inside the hall... Can be refrigerator... Cuz since i came out from the hall... My hands took abt 30 minutes more to get back to normal temperature!... First time cold till that stage...

Desathon... haha... Two years no take part ah... Keep duty oni... This time can run so happy... But if cant get medal then i die... Have to pumping 100 times... First time keep run run and run... Run till my heartbeat suddenly stop jo and cant breath then start walk... walk a while then run again... Once start walk then jau get tired de le... lol... No choice... Must get the medal and show those ppl who think i cant get medal... Cant get medal jau have to pumping 100 times wo.. Crazy de... What rule lai de? but thx to those ppl who say hv to pumping 100 times if cant get top 10... Haha... Cuz they paksa me to get medal... Number 4!!! i din know i just lose to three ppl oni... lol... but not all ging de gt run these time... like yee wei... No go wo... weird... Ok... From me: "First... I wan to say thx to my school becuz gt this interesting activity- desathon... And... Thx to my family who always support me... specially thx to head prefect and st.john teacher... Cuz u all 'let...

其实，我们并不认识彼此多少。为何？你总在问我一些很无聊的问题。之前你缠着我，问我能否当你姐，我不能说不能，就因此成了你姐。你几乎日日夜夜都在问一些让我很气的事。一时又说，你哥很坏，问我这样那样的，我觉得很烦。你还问我，如果你能拿到好成绩，我会奖励你否。我不明，为什么你拿到好成绩，我要奖励你，毕竟大家真的还不是很熟。加上，你已不再是小孩子了，不要再这又问我，那又问我，好吗？现在，我已经不再是你姐了，你却仍在问我那些很废的问题，难道，你自己不会想吗？我真的觉得你很烦。就因为这样，我才会叫你不要这又问，那又问，你，已经会为自己打算一点了吧。。。对吗？成长吧！