A Distance of Life

《你与他》 这一秒，你可以说，你对他又感觉 下一秒，你可以说，你对他没感觉 今天的你，可以对他很好 明天的你，可以对他说彼此只能是朋友 那天的你，已经拒绝了他 今天的你，偏像是在留着他 你对他的感情，真的是如此的纠缠不清吗？ 你那令人敏感的一举一动 让全世界都人认为你需要他 包括他 也是这样认为 你成功让他知道你需要他 现在的他 开始为你而懊恼 可你却说 那个他，不是他 身为旁观者的我 无语 每次看到你这样 气愤 你爱着他 但你选择了拒绝 既然拒绝了 就是拒绝了 这一秒，你说 是时候有个新的开始了 下一秒。。。

辩论比赛条规~ 1.)比赛双方能作出人生攻击，且利用暴力。 2.)各位观众能无限制的发出声音，以骚扰辩员。 3.)评判老师将会由辩员的样貌，身材与暴力程度来评分。 4.)双方的主辩及结辩各有三分钟的时间发言，发言两分钟半之后将会按铃一次，“叮!”。半分钟之后将会再按铃两次，“叮！叮！”。 5.)第一助辩和第二助辩则各有两分钟的时间发言，发言一分钟半之后将会按铃一次，“叮！”。半分钟之后将会再按铃两次，“叮！叮!”。 比赛正式开始，现在我们有请正方主辩xxx发言，发言时间为三分钟。 Kin meng call me to write the peraturan for school geh debate... 卖糕的... Debate debate debate... Wan faint lo... Now have to face team members should choose who geh problem... kin meng and me wan geh teammates not same de... Kin Meng~ kin meng, me, ung kiat, ying hong and one afternoon session geh student Jia Hui~ me, kin meng, ying hong, kah heng and the one from afternoon session geh Now kah heng ask me can he be same team with me... But kin meng also dun wan... I can do what wo... Wanna scold someone now... So ma fan la!...

Today change time table again... I dunno it changed how many times already... When pn ismariza write out the new time table... My class de students no matter boys or girls show their happiness... Cuz the new time table shows that monday and tuesday gt miss k de period... And wednesday until friday dun have... Pn Ismariza also say that tomoro will start to use the new time table... So we all so so so happy cuz this week miss k will never walk in our class and teach us (more like dimerit us)... But... After a few minutes, we heard a bad news... Cuz the new time table will start from next monday... Then we all sad... Well... But it is a good news also... At least can study add maths...

那天，我看着眼前的香炉，我不停地在想着。。。 华人， 为什么总是要烧香来拜祭祖先？ 是不是因为传统是这样呢？ 拜祭祖先，不是只是要诚心诚意就够了吗？ 还是大家只要随手把香插进香炉，念一念‘阿弥陀佛’这类的话 拜完了就走人？ 大家可有没有想过，拜完后， 留下来的烟，剩下来的灰， 都是在威胁着的地球？ 我相信，我们的祖先， 所要的其实就只是那么的一样东西，就只是那样东西而已， 那就是诚意。 愚蠢的人类，醒觉吧！ 不要再作出一些破坏地球，污染地球的事了! 可有谁能为地球争一口气呢？ 我根本就想不到。。。

Today celebrate my coming 16th birthday with my friends at st.john room... So happy... The birthday cake so nice... And beautiful too... Thx ya... But I forget to take photo for my 16th birthday cake... But luckily shwu enn got it... So have to call her send to me jo... I'm so happy that one of my old friends still remember my birthday... This morning she sms me... "happy birthday;)"... Then... I wanna tell her... actually... Tomoro only is my birthday... Haha... But nvm le... As long as she still remember me... ^-^

Today on pc cuz want to find yong hui's blog... She say what huilife.blogspot.com... So i go find... Then read her post that time only know... her blog actually not her blog... Lolx... So kena bomb lar... Today know jo my kedudukan of whole form 4 students... Fourth... Yan Shim the first, Chua second and lim third... All so ging de... Congratulations la... Haha... Other friends who are not top ten de dun sad also... Next time gotta plus oil le... This time is March test only... May that time geh exam more important... Show u all geh true power... Lol... Today so happy... Raptai for pelantikan that time not very hot... Pertandingan syarahan i get geh marks not very low but not very high also... In my class nothing sad happened... Teacher give geh homework not many... And tomoro is Saturday too... Got time to do many things... Haha... Today mom no go work... So happy... And tonight will go shopping also... Have to do homework now... Well... Thats all for today... Bye to my blog...

Today am am know jo my kedudukan in my class le... But not so happy cuz i think not enough good... Not many A's that i get in my March test... I think Yan Shim should be the first in my class... Hey!... She get 7 A's leh... So ging de... Mom also say my average mark not very good only... Have to get eighty something... Lolx... Mommy ah... This average mark only can be seen at either amc or sam tet only de ah... But i also hope that i can get like this high geh average mark... Dreaming lar me... Tomoro got pertandingan syarahan... Teacher can say like paksa some ppl go de... Lazy ah teacher... AND I ALSO DUN LIKE PPL PAKSA ME DO THIS OR THAT DE!.. Have to say what wo... i dunno wan say what for the syarahan also... haven prepare for it... haiz... Later go there and malu plus clap hands only... Lolx... I need freedom de ah... Just dun let me do what i dun wanna do... Haiz...

每个人处理爱情的方式都不一 情花初开 努力追求 羞羞答答 暗恋就好 没有恒心 放弃算了 曾经失恋 远离爱情 在爱情的世界中——复杂的关系 为了他 伤害自己 让自己痛苦 使别人担心 为了他 忘了自己 忘了爱情当初的意义 忘了朋友之间友好的关系 爱情 没有固定起点 爱情 没有一定结局 如果有一天 爱情的定义转变了 我相信 不会再有人为它而伤心

Today tt physics that time kie no go... Thought what thing happened to him jo... Ask jo lim that time only know yun loi he sick jo... Poor kie... But luckily tt bio that time he got come le... So happy can see dou him...^-^... Haha... Teb bad jo le... Always play ppl... Say what April fool is coming... Then play ppl wo... April fool that time planning to play him back... But dunno how... Lolx... Later he play me back jau not good la... Ok... Today finish tt that time something scary happened jo... I see dou my grandpa waiting me at opposite inovasi jaya there like usual... But when i see again then he disappear jo... Lolx... I tell chua then he call me go buy a spectacle... No money la chua... U pay for me meh... Haha... To all my dear friends~ tomoro we gonna have a raptai for hari pelantikan... So... No need to study for one period or more... Yay!...

Today is such a bored day... Nothing special happened at school... What makes me feel sad is the St.John kad ahli... Everyone had taken their own kad ahli... But i din... Luckily Sheng Han also the same... Haha... If not i gonna kill him... Cuz he is the one who tanggungjawab for this... Lolx... Jkjk... Sorry ya Sheng Han... Hope i can get my kad ahli as fast as possible le...

Finally... Is the last day of March Holidays... Tomoro have to go to school again... And today gonna end up my busy holidays... So happy^-^... The N.C.O course kinda bored... But yesterday an accident happened... One of the St.John member from xxx school get hit by a car... So cham... Hope she is fine... Now kinda afraid of cars... Get langgar really hurts a lot de... So everyone always have to be careful la... Next Sunday is my birthday... N.C.O exam also... haiz... have to study for it... Read read read again... Hope i'll pass the exam la... Lolx... lalala... Maybe dun have much time to update my blog also... I'll miss u my blog~ Hope u wont fat mou... Haha...

This morning went to my teacher's house... At Tambun there so far... Reach her house that time saw her dog, shih tzu, named jazz (dunno how to spell but maybe is like this)... So small and so cute... haha... We have our time chatting with our teacher at her house... After that eacher bring us go to jusco shopping and we had our lunch there... First time go to the restaurant... The food very expensive... Lolx... But teacher belanja us... Thx teacher... You are so nice~ Haha... After having our lunch we go shopping together... Oh man!... My pity little toe and leg so pain still have to walk for so long... Cham... Haiz... Tomoro gotta go to course again... Lazy ah... But still have to go... Sad... So tired in these few days...

This morning, i went to the fitness course... The course was fun when practical and rest that time but it was bored when mr.ng yet seng give talk to us... Kie and cy no go today... so more bored... Two ppl let aeroplane together... Haiz... Yesterday play badminton with friends, today my right hand so pain. This morning practical session that time run here and there plus sit-up, legs already get hurt... Tomoro still have to go to my primary school teacher's house play, my legs gonna be more pain!... So happy now... Wondering how the feel will be... lolx... Sure like after run jo 1500 metres that time... Cant even walk faster a bit... Just now mum bring me and my sis go cut hair... Fishing when cutting hair that time... Too tired jo... This holiday really busy... Dun have one day is free de... My time all used to do many things... Plus this Sat and Sun got kursus N.C.O dewasa also... 8 a.m till 4 p.m... Haiz... Sure very bored de le... Today no sms much with him also... Busy rushing ...

Today i were not happy at all... Just dunno why... Sad all day long... Haiz... Plus today see the add maths homework that gave by miss K also want faint already... Got many questions i also dunno how to do... I realized my maths get worse and worse... (Sad...)

Today, is the day for the chinese debate comp... i'd worked so hard for it... But hoping we will lose(i know we'll lose)... Haha... I'm so excited and nervous during the debate comp... My hand keep shivering until i can't even control it to not shiver!... Until now... i still can feel my left hand shivering a bit... lolx...>- Firstly, i want to say thx to my teammate for their cooperation and hardworking for the debate... Secondly, i want to say thanks so much to the teachers and seniors who had helped us a lot... And sorry because can't win the debate comp (but i'm very happy to lose... lolx...really sorry to be happy teacher)... Lastly, i like to say thanks to my friends who come and support us... And the one that din come and watch the comp(cuz he dunno chinese) but still always support me... Thanks, kie...^^ After today,i've learn many moral values... especially cooperative... I hope i can still represent my school for the debate comp next year... An...

Today--13/3/2010 It's a new day for me... i hope wont have any nightmare in this year... Every things happened around me are going new and interesting... Pressure hello ... Freedom bye bye... Homework from crazy teacher (for example: ms K and pn F) more and more until i sot jo... Thx ms K and pn F... Really thx a lot... Thx to you two cuz my holidays is full of homework... thx to you two cuz the homowork is killing me... thx to you two cuz i dun have the time to spend the holidays with my family... Ahh... Monthly test happy ending chinese debate on show now... Teammate say our team sure lose... Some of them look like giving up jo... They dun even help each other... Ishhh... L.U.K!... Pls be cooperate and dun let me scold u ah!... Debate ah debate... I very sad ah... Why they dun understand if wanna be friend with you must have to be cooperate first de... Next tuesday is the debate competition lo... Hope can finish prepare before that day... Haizzz....